I know what you're thinking. He didn't just quote from a Green Day song, did he? What a fruit.
Well, relax. It fits with my mood right now, so shaddup. I was doing so well there for a while. Nothing seemed to really get to me, and I felt as close to content as I've felt in a really long time. But as usual, it doesn't last.
I don't know why, but I've been thinking about my ex lately....and I've discovered I still house some bitterness toward her. After we broke up, she said she wanted to be friends someday but has done nothing towards that end. I sent her an email a couple weeks ago, just a friendly 'hi...this is whats new with me, whats new with you' sort of email. I got no response, which means that friendship is probably not in the cards. I can accept that, but I can't help being angry about the past. Kinda makes me wish for the 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind' solution of stabbing my brain repeatedly until I can't remember her name.
These thoughts just leave me feeling empty and alone, so I don't know why I've been indulging them today. I guess just realizing how alone I really am, and how very little game I have with women which ensures I'll be alone for a long time to come.
God, I need to get laid.
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There's many of us out there who have little in the way of game. You are not alone.
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